January 2010
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I’m pissed off that I cannot tell if I really want someone to love me and to love or if it’s just society telling me I do. Are all the signs and the people around me are forcing me to desire this idealistic future? “You’re getting older, don’t you want a family?” To be honest, I don’t know. I think mostly I just want a friend. No bull shit, just...
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Books and Water
glassjaweddogmeetsbarnyardcaturl:
I’ve met a lot of homeless men along the way. I’ve asked a lot of questions. They probably still go shelterless despite any strength of imagination. Many seemed more hopeful than people of insatiable posessions. Many stuttered but their eyes were filling volumes. Some were miserable in form but only others held them accountable and embarrassed. Some have even...
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“Why are you leaving me? He wrote, I do not know how to live. I do not know either but I am trying. I do not know how to try. There were some things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So i buried them and let them hurt me”
Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain.
– Bob Dylan (via peacerevelation)
You look like exactly like my Ex Wife
So recently I have not been having the best luck with defining my sexuality. Also I have not had much luck going out either. Here are some stories from the last week that prove my point.
Last week Jessica and I went to Chicago, just on a whim. Well were sitting around with my brother and he says to me, “you know jolene, naomi and i were talking and we thought that it wouldnt be weird to us...
"mama I aint waiting I aint waiting but i'm still...
(via fuckyeahdevendrabanhart)
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Inside every cynical person, there is a disappointed idealist.
– George Carlin
CHICAGO!
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thealuminummonster:
Listen, I know there were days you wanted to die
when the sky was so clear
you’d stand obnoxious underneath it
begging for stars to shoot you
just so you could feel at home.
I know about the ways you misplaced all the right words,
stockpiled every important social cue you ever missed
from the first time you learned you were wrong,
waited to make it right
once...
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i've had kisses that make judas seem sincere.